Change

So I did my final project on change.   I had people share how they came to christ and I edited the video and used all 3, but only parts of each.  I used this to show change in peoples lives and my life.  Even though this testimony doesn't exactly match mine, it's still the same basis.  

Last Class

So.....

This class really stunk. I didn't have fun or get anything from it. first I knew that we would talk about the assignment so I was quite because I didn't want to talk about it because I knew I didn't do it. Also when I was called out to talk about it I didn't want to B.S. my through it because I didn't do it at all. I thought about what I wanted to do. So then I felt stupid that I didn't BS and didn't have anything to talk about, and I felt humiliated because those who did BS got the 5000 or whatever amount of points it was and I didn't.

It was also hard getting called out in front of everyone telling how I am really feeling. It was good to get the truth out, but hard. I felt like a thousand eyes were starring at me. it's hard to connect with people that we have to connect with. I'm completely different in a different setting. At work and around my friends I can be completely myself and enjoy it. At work I sing and goof off all the time. It's scary for me to do that with people that I know have completely different views than me and aren't afraid to share them.

It's crazy because last week when I was so mad I had so many different overall ideas for my final project. So I am starting to think creatively ,but not in class.

Onion!!!!

CROSS

Noun: - Structure consisting of an upright with a transverse beam especially by the actient Romans for execution.

-the cross of Jesus Christ

-Intersection of 2 ways

-cross walk, and the crossing of 2 roads

Verb: -To cancel by marking a cross on or drawing a line through

Adjective: -marked by typically transitory bad temper

- cross with anger

I decided to do the word "cross" obviously there are many meanings to the word. but The Cross means much to me. I would say that I see other meaning in my life. With crossroads I would say that I feel that a lot. I have to choose what to do, either to follow God or not, or disobey Him or not, or even crossroads in my life..career, friends, etc.... I get cross with anger all the time, either by someone, or hurt feelings, or I don't get my way.

Cross is the main word, but many words have the word cross in them, such as crossroads(which I completely used above), crosswalk, across, etc.... Cross is the main word, and that is how The Cross is in my life. It should be and is center in my life. Everything revolves around the Cross.

Last Class

It's interesting because I still can't get over the fact that I said that what we did as a team was cheesy. I know the only reason I said it was because I was scared of what people thought about it. I liked the idea I came up with the idea. I was just so worried that people would think that it was dumb when really it wasn't. everyone had a different interpretation for what their topic was. That day I even blogged on how I wanted to express what I was feeling and not be ashamed of it, or share my opinion. And of course I did i again. But I thought it was fun and helpful because most of the time I have good ideas right away ,but I think they are stupid so I push them to the side.