This class really stunk. I didn't have fun or get anything from it. first I knew that we would talk about the assignment so I was quite because I didn't want to talk about it because I knew I didn't do it. Also when I was called out to talk about it I didn't want to B.S. my through it because I didn't do it at all. I thought about what I wanted to do. So then I felt stupid that I didn't BS and didn't have anything to talk about, and I felt humiliated because those who did BS got the 5000 or whatever amount of points it was and I didn't.
It was also hard getting called out in front of everyone telling how I am really feeling. It was good to get the truth out, but hard. I felt like a thousand eyes were starring at me. it's hard to connect with people that we have to connect with. I'm completely different in a different setting. At work and around my friends I can be completely myself and enjoy it. At work I sing and goof off all the time. It's scary for me to do that with people that I know have completely different views than me and aren't afraid to share them.
It's crazy because last week when I was so mad I had so many different overall ideas for my final project. So I am starting to think creatively ,but not in class.